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May 25, 2009

woh seems lik long tim nvr here liao
last tim the pain also alr healed
..
wel maybe
anot ..
i dno
thrs somthin i dun understand
why im stil here
actin lik tis
i dun rly need to b lik tis dun i
can live by myself anyway
wads man for
..
fun
..
but taht might not be always true
now i can live myself happily
nah ~ i dno
thrs no ever after in my life
which means
happily
but NOT every after
..
hahs so diff from the stories
yah hell not
..
i prayed
whether god can lead mi a way
for the things i dun understand
im here
lik tis
but can nvr understand my own heart
do i stil lik him
anot
..
all i noe is
now .. wadeva happens
im not sad anymor
or even angry
not even a bit
mayb tahts cos i cannot
im not allow to
as im just 'somone taht happend to pass by his life
nah ~ why im doin tis to myself
strugglin wif my own heart
askin .. questioning ..
in the deepest heart
but outside
just keep quiet all the way
it also dun mak any diff in his day
..
i gav up
long ago
mayb im just not capable enough to receive this gift
not enough
or never will

Blogged @ 11:50 PM
if being apart is hurt .. i wanna .. just before the feelings all gone .. love you one more time .. with all i got